i still love Blogspot

I may occasionally still post to this blog, so don't erase it from your computer. However, I've recently started a wordpress blog that is more themed around my inspirations and meditations. I just learned Transcendental Meditation, and I wouldn't say the door h been blown off my world perspective, but I am experiencing positive changes. And they are helping me remain happy and healthy in times of stress. And that's really special.
Anyway, the address is http://niceowl.wordpress.com/

check it out!

My Goldfish is Dying

I lost my movie, and I'm broke.

Why do I feel so good?

fall into it

Some of my favorite pictures from my recent visit to virginia:


















and the token picture of me with the baby:



it was a great weekend, and i love and miss my family all the time. lucky i'm going back this weekend too. but this time i'm also going to get to see this gem...

can't wait anna!


love to my mom's garden. inspirational:








also before i go i want to say thanks to charlotte for the fashion inspiration. but also thanks to elizabeth james. thanks mary - kate and ashley...



i can't remember the last time i saw clothes i wanted so bad. well that's not true. i work in chelsea. i see things constantly.



the boots on the top left are my absolute favorite.

and thank you justin and icarus. obviously












and thank you wine, coffee, chocolate, and cheese. and olives.


my favorite food groups.

things are looking up.


xoxo

Neon Robot

so we're gonna start a band called Neon Robot and i hope we'll be a little something like this:

then we can all dance at the venue i open called Garbage Pail Williamsburg Big Space Play Loud. can't wait to see you there!

Reconnection

Some things are happening.

I love Twin Peaks. It completely captivates me. I love Agent Cooper, and I want to marry him. I am also SO disturbed by the events on the series. I experience times when I don't think I've ever been more creeped out in my life.

On a different note: work is work and play is play, and I try to enjoy both. I have struck a strange chord with myself. I get so tired working and long to be enjoying my free time, and then I spend my free time feeling unsatisfied with the way I'm spending it. I have days where I'll clean, collage, play the keyboard for a bit, make food, read part of a book, watch something, and maybe even exercise! It is these days I should be happier that I am motivated to be doing anything that lovely with my time. Instead I hold it against myself that it's not good enough. Maybe I believe there is some higher purpose to my life and I keeping myself from it. I do not know how exactly to find it. I do not know that it lives in New York. I dream about going to Greece and teaching English. But will that make me stop seeking this moment or whatever it is that will make me finally truly content with everything? I have the feeling that is a constant force in life that keeps me and many others moving. Forward, I hope.

One thing that really gets me about Twin Peaks is that it can be a bit dramatic at times, and the situations can be so insane, but sometimes a character will suddenly get really real with everyone. So real that I can't believe it was said. That the networks let these jewels shine on television.

i leave you with this:

Thanks to Daniel...

So. I had a great time in VA this past weekend. There's a couple things that happened that I just needed to share with all of you. For accounts of the baby, visit my sister's blog, and she'll tell you how Samantha did. She was so well behaved and so very adorable.

Um.. but Daniel showed me some disturbing videos that I'd like to share with you now. The first two are by a band from the 90's called The Kelly Family. I have never heard of these people. Daniel remembers them. Apparently well enough to find their videos on youtube and then show them to his friends. I could not believe they were real.

Here's the first one: Every Baby

Wow. You don't have to watch all of it to see how weird this is. Truly. She is clearly losing it, as Daniel called, wailing out, and the rest of the family is in the middle ages. Okay, so here's the next one. I think it's a better representation of how crazy they are:

I'm in Love with an Alien:


Doesn't it take you to another world? Oh my gosh, it's crazy. About 2:20 you can see the strange way the aliens greet him. The alien, who is delineated as having big white hair. I can't explain to you what world I went to when I watched these, but I've never been there before, and I don't know that I'll ever return.

Then there's Abba:


So, the sound is off a little. But the point of this is not the song itself. The only thing you really need to watch is the first 20 seconds where they are dancing to the intro. It makes me REALLY want to start a band with Justin, Charlotte, and Zero. Cause we could be doing THAT.

I love you all.
Thanks Daniel.

That's What Friends Are For

good days. bad days. in between.

this is what's getting me through. honestly, why isn't anyone taking more videos of Luci and putting them on youtube? I'm dying here.